Thursday, November 04, 2010

Time Machine within "Myself"
I'm sitting on a dirty couch watching "New Jersey Drive". The movie has taken a young black boy, who just landed in prison, to a flashback to about 7 months.
SEVEN MONTHS....?
Isn't that exactly when I got on to the air plane? I look back and see family, relatives, friends and 300 people were there to bid me good-bye on Terminal No. 3 at IG Airport, New Delhi. Not sure if they all came for me on that night.

Parting songs in back of my head, mixed feeling in my heart and night was adding it's own emotion to feeling. We had driven 113kms from Rohtak to New Delhi, IG Airport that night. We had a XYLO packed with relatives, luggage and limited oxygen in it. I was sitting right on top of the gear shift.

Few relatives were told to stay back after observing distress on our driver's face. After all, it was a new Xylo. Luggage was weighted 23 times to check space for more Haldiram's readymade food packs Didi bought for me. Each item put in bag was scrutinized 4 times by a team of 7 people, lead by my father, from different dimensions including usability, availability and ofcourse weight. I wanted to make sure my RayBans, Casio watch and hard drive is taken care. Probably, these were the only 3-4 items, I could recall, I bought for myself since 4.5 years of sweat and rust. Not that I was going on a war, my mum pacified herself that I'll be back. Dad took me to his workplace that morning. After 2 Years, I was going to see the workplace neighborhood and familiar faces growing old. Satyawan, the famous welder in our market and our closest neighbourer walked-up to give his wishes. I couldn't have imagined that within 2 years, his face wrinkles would get deep and his head will not have a sift of black hair on it. I turned my neck to my dad, my heart filled and my face turned red. I got anxious imagining mum and dad in next 2 years.

Is going to Chicago really worth it? When will I come back? My mind took a swinging like a pendulum every second. 50 things crossed my mind in half a minute - John Denver's leaving on a Jet plane, Bob Dylan's Rolling Stone and Jamaican Farewell from Harry Belafonte.

"15 minutes can save you 15% or more" GIECO's advertisement brought me back to date. I've missed the first part of the movie already. Still oscillating between my present and past, haven’t I built-up a "Time Matchine" within myself?



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